So it's real, even though it feels like I'm going on my yearly vacations. The ride to the airport was normal, Naomi talking like crazy...Adriana & Teresa up front chatting it up. Than we got to the airport & checked in & once we got to the line that's when it all got wet. My dad like usual was the strong one, and I hugged teresa & she made me cry & than my sister made me cry! And than the worst of them all was Naomi. I didn't think I would cry so much saying goodbye to her. I never experienced a 4 year old with such "real" emotion. Yes she cries for everything but these were NOT drama queen tears....this was the real thing. Once me & mom got into the line and i looked back & saw dad & Nai still crying I felt this burst inside of me that i couldn't hold in & started balling. I felt like throwing up & running back... I never want to feel like that again. NEVER.
So here i Am in the nifty lounge area drinking a sprite praying that everything will be ok because i am leaving everything, even if it is just for a year to the desert....a really nice warm beachy desert... And practice what preach...I knew this would bite me in the butt one day....but it's all worth it.
i remember when you came with me to the airport when i left for teen mania. granted, i was 19 and it was my first time living away from home....but i remember that you made me cry. i love you and miss you already...i'm glad you have the blog so i can stay updated.
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thanks babe. its hard...oh my goodness i never thought it would be that hard...i know God has great plans, and i can't wait to see them in play
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