Sometimes i think that people get through life a bit easier than me especially for friends. I was talking to this girl and she told me that she finally felt home here after 6 months. That really gave me strength to keep going. To know that God has me here for a reason and I am to accomplish it. I had a good day today. I actually worked out and i felt so good! I really want to keep doing that at least 3-4 times a week. Than i was watching Darlene Zschech on live stream and it was so good. I saw Pastor Dick announce that Michael W Smith and Amy Grant than Israel Houghton will be at the church this year. I am jealous about Michael W Smith, because I've always loved him (especially his old stuff). But i get to worship with at Hillsong. Everyday! Hellooo! So good.
I was feeling really lonely yesterday and cried a couple times and just prayed that God would give me a better day today and He so did. I think it may have to do that i actually worked out, cause according to Jenny if i work out it will build endorphins and i'll be happy! Yeah, sounds so easy!
But it worked! It was just nice to come down from serving and seeing some friends and being able to just sit and chat with them. Than having someone come from behind and hug me...a feeling i miss the most. I did the 5 love languages test and my first 2 (tied) 1a. Quality time & 1b(2). Words of affirmation 3. Receiving Gifts 4. Physical Touch 5.Acts of Service and this shows that i just need that quality time with people. And when your building relationships its hard at first...because that trust isnt fully there yet. But like Chingy (the girl that took 6 months to feel like home) told me...keep holding on...it'll come.
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