Today was my day off and it was rainy and gloomy outside so i didn't do much. I went to brekky with Michelle and she took me to a hot spot in Redfern and it was really cute. I ordered scrambled eggs with toast and side of hash and chorizo. (Now I wasnt sure how the chorizo would be here...i needed to take a chance) Food came out and it looked good. I wanted to try it all to see...Eggs were good...Hash Browns good...Toast good...Chorizo not so good. It was just so salty! Bleh i couldn't have more of it. We talked about her wedding and some plans. Shes not the type of person to stress over that stuff so she was just really relaxed about everything (even though they have nothing set in stone) and weddings in like 6 months! Ahhh...Australians are so laxed about everything...which to a point i really like.
We came back and I went to the gym again. Day 2...I have to keep going after today, like i cant give up. I'm on a roll and I gained 6 pounds and soooo not happy! So I'm gonna try to eat carbs in the morning but none the rest of the day...will it work? who knows! But its worth a shot.
So i've been just organizing all day and i know ive said that i could stay here for 2 years but i got this feeling over me that I'm only meant to stay for one. Even though i heard the 2nd year is amazing, i just got this peace that i'm only called to be here for a year. I don't want to say it was God but than again I don't not want to say it wasn't God. So...only time will tell.
I am enjoying the time here and no i don't feel like home...i don't know if that time will come, but i don't know if i will ever feel like its home. i dont know if I'm supposed to. Maybe i'm looking into it too early? I don't know...time..time...time
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